I went to see my counselor on Friday and we got into the heavy stuff. I had to explain everything that happened between Jason and I and then what happened between James and I. It's just hard to admit that that actually happened to me and it's not just something I talk about.

She told me that I had to grow up quicker than I should have, that I've always been the adult and that's why I have a tendency to act out at the age of 25 and that I go after older men and feel my biological clock ticking sometimes because I'm a 35 year old in a 25 year old's body.

I can see that.


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